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"(Y/N)! NO!" Jean screamed out your name with such agony. No, you can't be gone. This wasn't supposed to be happening, no. His eyes wide, staring at the horrifying scene before him. He couldn't move, his body froze, not a muscle. Tears didn't dare to spill.

Jean whispered your name, before his body started moving towards you. Your body was beat up, your eyes were barely opening. Once he was beside you, all you could feel was his body warmth. That's all you wanted. Your body was limp in his arms, his sobs were getting farther and farther away.

"Jean...please, promise me you'll live on and live a happy life without me." you told him in a low voice. He heard you clearly, his sobs started subsiding.

"Don't leave me, please (Y/N), you're all I have left." he cried out. He hugged your body tighter, not planning on letting you go.

"I love you Jean, okay? Just know that I will never leave your side. I'll protect you from up" your eye vision was fading, your voice barely audible.

"No, don't. Please..don't go." he whimpered. You smiled touching his cheek, wiping his tears.

"Bye Jean, I'll see you later." that was your last breath.

"C'MON JEAN! THE TITANS ARE COMING, WE CAN'T STAY HERE ANY LONGER, SHE'S GONE." Jean tried his hardest ignoring Reiner's screams.

"No, I'm not going anywhere without (Y/N)."

You can hear Reiner groan, before he pulled Jean's body.

"I SAID NO, STOP LET GO!" Jean screamed. They had no choice, but to leave your lifeless body there.

"I didn't have the chance to tell her I love her." he whispered to himself. His eyes were red from all the crying, his body weak, and sore. How could he leave without you, he didn't know what to do anymore. Reiner looked apologetically at Jean, but reached inside the walls with the other soldiers.

Everyone was devastated with your death, you were a strong soldier, but luck wasn't on your side this time. No one was more devastated than Jean. He felt guilty for your death, he put all fault on himself. He regretted it all.


Do you remember the first time we met? When you accidentally bumped into me sending my food to the floor. After that I knew we were meant to be.

You smiled at me with those pretty lips. You had the best smile to me.

After that day, I was determined. You would be mine, and only mine.

I never wanted to let you out of my embrace. I just wanted to be with you forever.

Although, it's not enough to say I love you, that was all I was able to say.

I reminded you everyday, to never forget that there's always a person one step behind you that will protect you.

But now, I have you protecting me from the heavens.

Just know, that I will never forget you, and I love you.

Sincerely, Jean.

//lays down slowly on the ground// I tried. I really did. :iconsighingplz:

Anyways, this is for my darling ~letskisseu ~ She wanted me to do a angsty Jean fic, and well this is what came out wooo. Hope you liked it bby boo ♥ (btw, I did use some lyrics of the song 'Love Letter' by my bbys VIXX! You all should listen, bc wowie wonderful song. Hence the title hehheh.)

Feedback would be wonderful, hope you readers enjoyed it as well~ :iconawwwplz:
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Pillybalones Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist
Now I'm Crying, Thanks ;w; 
AnxietyBear Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014
My sister just kinda watched me cry as I read this  ;w;
This was great <3
shiny-eve Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014
That awkward moment when you thought this was gonna be happy
jungtaekwoon Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I played you guys ;u;
Hetawhat Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Danisnotonfire: FEELS omg Danisnotonfire: FEELS  OMG Danisnotonfire: FEELS OMFG Holy Shit!? Danisnotonfire: FEELS APH England: Scared *dead*
it was so beautiful......and depressing
jungtaekwoon Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
MissRedHood109 Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  New member
Someone call the feel ambulance. I had feel attack.
g6force Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
me too
*cries in the emo corner*
Vietnamcouples214 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  Student Artist
;-; my feels
KittyKatz2kool4skool Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  New member
I...I thought it would be fluffy... *cries*
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